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Confession #1: I no longer have a crush on my work friend. He looks like a Black Hans Moleman from "The Simpsons" and he's goo-goo-ga-ga over the super-skinny Diana Ross-ish weave wearing day care lady who works downstairs. We are still cool with each other and we are tight at work, but he is no longer someone I want to date. I am so over him because. . . . . .

Confession #2: my ex-hubby and I have been talking on the phone QUITE regularly for the past month. Like everyday, sometimes up to 4 times a day. He is coming to spend time with me and our son next weekend. I can't wait. A reconciliation is in the works. I still love my ex-husband. Very much. And I know he still loves me too. He's even looking for a job here in Jacksonville and planning on moving here and you know I'm scouring the papers and talking to people trying to get him a job!

Confession #3: Being an investigator is no longer alluring for me. What I don't like is all of the late nights. Every night last week, I didn't get home before 10pm, with me getting home after midnight on Thursday night. I knew there were some late nights involved but I didn't bank on so many. With a possible reconciliation with ex-hubby, I want to focus on re-building my family and I can't do that being out 1/2 the night at work. I talked with my boss about it but she feels that I'm doing well and does not want me to leave. I did tell her that I'd give it a month. Meanwhile, I am looking for another job that is eight to five-ish so that I can be at home (and stay home) with my family.