XO, I just wanted to tell you that you're not the only one who feels this way! I like to look back on times when I've been confused about where my life is going...you can always see things coming together in hindsight! For now, just push through the blahs, get it done with, and give yourself a little time to relax and have fun. You have your whole life to figure out what you want to do - for now just take it one day at a time! (And I hope you had a great birthday anyhow!!
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P.S. Valkyrie - where did you get that name? I actually live on Valkyrie Circle and I've never seen it used anywhere else!