Most NPC sororities have a separate initiation fee that one has to pay prior to being initiated. In order to fulfill all initiation requirements, she has to make sure that all financial obligations have been met, and I can't think of any NPC sorority that will initiate a woman regardless if they were "desperate" or not. Monthly dues, new member fees, and initiation fees are 3 different things.

I also think it's funny how you still refer to yourself as being affiliated with them: "WE ONLY HAVE 26 GIRLS IN OUR CHAPTER, WE ARE THE SMALLEST SORORITY ON CAMPUS..."

If you didn't want to go through initiation with one NPC sorority, what makes you think you're material for another one? These are things to consider BEFORE initiation...and not the morning of.