[wrigley]

*hugs*
I'm sorry you had a setback when your roomate got her big sister.
Sometimes it happens. It's perfectly normal to be a bit envious . I agree it's not easy. You've shown a great deal of depth by being able to get along with your Greek roomate. You've figured out that you need to work through those feelings of envy that can pop up at the most unexpected moments.

I agree with kddani that your campus's(sp?) counseling center would be a great place for you to get a plan in place so you know what to do when these feelings happen the next time. The coping skills you learn now will serve you well after you've graduated from college.

Also do yourself a favor and try to avoid looking at sorority websites and Greek Facebook(sp?) pages. There's no need to add fuel to the fire regarding negative thoughts about yourself. You don't need it nor do you deserve it.