[33girl]

The other girls are happy with the way they are. Unfortunately, they probably had a national officer or advisor telling them to be fake and put on a show during rush, and as a result, took women like yourself who thought they were something they weren't.

If you can somehow go early alum or take an inactive status, I would advise it. This isn't the chapter for you.

And, I hope that the girls can stand up for themselves next time and show who they really are during rush. I'm betting the fakiness turned off as many rushees as their weight or anything else.