[AngelPhiSig]

The thing is, I WAS the best canidate for president... and yet they chose someone else... right now, our chapter is a little cut throat... theres a little clique that seems to be ruling everything... and I am not in it. I cannot sit by and watch our sorority go downhill... and me being some chair isnt going to do anything, I will have like no say in anything, and I cant go from being on e-board to not... which now basically brands me as a loser. Im probobly not ever going to be on e-board again, and my little is probobly going to get pres next year... which leaves me on my education block, and student teaching, and never able to have it... I mean my main goal is to be a chapter consultant after college and then a division undergrad president and then natonal president... but who knows, if I cant even get president of my own chapter, how can I get it of all the sorority?!

Im so sick of everything right now...
(this coming from the girl who knows everything about her own org (and there are people who dont even remember their alphabet in our chapter...), and more about the NPC than any other girl in her chapter...)


and PS, yes alot of people in my chapter dont like me