Your story breaks my heart. Rejection is never easy regardless if its joining a group, a job, a relationship, whatever. I know this is very cliche - time really does heal wounds. It stinks at the time, but it will get easier. Whenever I'm down, I totally immerse myself with my job. Maybe you could immerse yourself with your non-greek activities, schoolwork, your job, anything to take your mind off of it. I'm very sorry that you are hurting right now. Hang in there.
