I don't have good news.
I contacted the Greek Life Office this morning and unfortunately, I did not get extended a bid to the Jessicas. It really hurt to hear that, but I managed to hold in my tears until I got off the phone. I understand no one on here or no one in the Jessicas can tell me why I got cut...but even so..I tried to reach back into my head and figure out what I did wrong that got me cut after formals...was it how I looked? How I acted? Or was it my GPA? (2.97; almost 3.0 but still.) Maybe I said something afterwards that I shouldn't have. I can't really think of an explanation, but I'm not going to sit here and say I behaved perfectly during rush...cause obviously I did my best, but had a slip up somehwere that I have to try to figure out.
The lady in charge of Greek Life (who is really nice) told me about COBs tonight. The Jessicas are COBing, but my friend wanted to go there...and she didn't get a bid either...so Greek Life advised against her going there. They didn't tell me the same thing but I'm going to assume that's the general consensus. So my friend and I are headed to COBs for the Jasmines tonight. I cut Jasmines before formals, but maybe things will go differently tonight. Who knows? I am ready to move on and start fresh at the Jasmines!
Lastly, I will now reveal the sororities I rushed:
Jasmines=Delta Phi Epsilon
Jessicas=Delta Epsilon Beta (local)
Kimberleys=Alpha Sigma Tau
Fantasias: Chi Sigma Rho (local)
Dianas=Phi Sigma Sigma
Kellys=Phi Iota Chi, AKA Pixies (local)
Carries=Alpha Sigma Alpha
I hope things go well at COB tonight!