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Josh please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I know exactly what it feels like to lose someone you love while away at college. I lost both of my grandfathers in a year's time. I lost my dad's dad right before Thanksgiving my freshman year and my mom's dad right after finals last fall. I don't live that far away from my immediate family (mom and dad) but the rest of my family lives clear across the state. It was tough having to learn after the fact that my dad's dad had passed away. I also felt guilty for a long long time knowing that because of school and sorority activities I had missed spending their last days with them. This was truly the case with my mom's dad. Last fall it always seemed as if something would come up and I couldn't go to visit him. I have to agree with what carnation said. Take the time to grieve. It's ok to cry...you just lost someone you really love. Definitely draw on the support of your brothers and friends there at school. You never know...they might be able to give you some advice and help you get through this difficult time. Again...I'm really sorry to hear about your loss. Please know that we're all thinking about you.
Allison
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