Take a couple of deep breathes and relax..I know, easier said than done. You have come so far...farther than MOST girls with your experience and of your age could manage. The others, well, they may not have the foresight you have and only see the obstacles. Anything really important never has a smooth road. In the end, we can appreciate it more and revel in the accomplishment. It is normal for things to hit bumps in the road.
The most important thing is to take care of yourself. You are at a very high stress level, and our bodies are more vulnerable in that state. Focus on your goal, have faith in John. You must believe in yourself- we do!
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