Another point I want to make, is that I am extemely nervous because I have actually ended up liking two of the houses, ALOT. The reason I am so nervous is because WHENEVER I start liking a house I always end up losing them or something else. Case in point when i took the bid last year, through out recruitment I wanted them not because I like them but because I thought they were better then getting put in the other houses. I know its horrible and it doesnt matter because Im not there anyway, but then I started really warming up to the house, and then it just didnt work out. Again, this is what makes me so nervous, is I really just cannot take another let down.
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