[kddani]

Obviously this house is where you fit in best. They gave you a bid, you accepted it. Those other houses didn't give you a bid. Either make the best of it and do your part, or get out. Sitting around complaining about your house's rep isn't going to do a damn thing for the house, it's rep, or you.

You say you like the girls and all that, but as you're showing here, reputation sure seems to mean more to you than friendship.

The chances of you getting a bid anywhere else as a junior in a competitive rush, when you've already depledged the "loser" sorority is slim to nonexistant.