[amanda6035]

She said the hell with it. She was tired of dealing with the parents and it would just be easier to quit. Her parents backed out on coming to family night. How insecure must you be with yourself, that as two grown adults you wont even give something a chance?

You know whats so damn funny though???? Monday night her mother called me. She was asking if I knew where she was, and I was like "Honestly, i havent seen her, I dont know."

Why did she call me? Because I'm the only person whose number she has - and thats because I sent them that 'f-blankin' letter, trying to do a good thing. Woman, don't CALL ME, to hunt down your daughter, when you wont give me or my organization the time of day. Dont CALL ME because your daughter is purposely ignoring your calls because you have her on too tight of a leash. I gave you my number if you had questions about the sorority. I did not give it to you so you could call me every time your daughter decided to not answer her phone.

it got to be too emotionally draining. When she finally said "the hell with it" I didnt even fight her anymore. Sometimes you gotta know when to give up, and at this point, I was so upset that anger was taking over. Even if she had have stayed and i had gotten her as a little, it would have always been in the back of my mind "when is she going to leave us high and dry?"

like I said, i'm so upset about the situation that the anger has kicked in and I'm just MAD about it. But whatever. you know why? because my actual little sister, (the one I received at retreat last weekend), brought a classmate/PNM to Family and Friends night last night (because it was recruiting the parents, why not recruit PNMs too, it was like a COR event also). Most of us had been to dinner with her and were planning on extending her a bid. She was absolutely thrilled last night when we gave her the bid and she accepted. YAY!