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Hi all, well unfortunately my situation with my mom didn't improve and she did give me a curfew---9:00pm. So i decided that I would drop, it wasn't fair to my fellow pledge sisters. So to kinda further clarify what happened and my feelings towards the situation, I did write an email/letter to the sisters and here it is:
Hi everyone,
By now y'all probably know that I dropped. I just wanted to let y'all know that I would have LOVED to continue, I wasn't ready to give it up, but it wasn't honestly fair to my other associates.
What happened was that on Sunday we had an associate meeting that ended up running very long. My mom was VERY upset (pretty much livid) that I came home at around 11:30pm and so she set a curfew of 9:00pm. She told me I could still continue going through the associate program, but that if I went past the curfew that she was pull me out without hesitation. I thought about continuing, and did come to this conclusion:
If we were to have a task or project where participation was very necessary, and I had to leave before 9, it would not be fair to my fellow associates.
It would kill me to know that if I did that, I would be letting down not only the associates but the whole sorority. So I decided that before that could happen, I would just gracefully leave. It still hurts to know that I won't be going through this with the girls who I just adore! But its for the best.
I want to thank everyone for their kindness, and I want to apologize to the sisters that I never really got to know. I wish i could have had the opportunity to get to know each of you, but *crosses fingers* if all goes well (and if my mom lightens up) I'll try again in the spring. Always know that Sigma Psi holds a special place in my heart, I adore this organization and the girls.
I wish all my associates the best as they continue on this journey, and I wish all the sisters all the best!! Take care all.
Luv
*epchick*
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