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Thanks for all you advice, the responses haven't been the most encouraging, but they have been one's I needed to hear nonetheless. I would like to say that this week I am going to take a break from "wishing" to be in ABC, DEF and GHI sorority. I'm in the one that I'm in and I am going to make the best of this week, trying to get to know the sisters and being an active pledge in the house. If at the end of the week if I still feel like I don't belong or more confused (which I think at this point is impossible) then I will think about depledging some more. I am going to pledge until initiation knowing that if I depledge I most likely will never have another opportunity to be greek. At this point I am a little disheartened because of the tiers at USC and the lack of social opportunities with certain fraternities that result from being in the house I'm in, but honestly I have come to terms with the fact that the social opportunities I will expierience will be far more that if I were a GDI and always wishing I were greek. Thank you everyone, hopefully the weeks ahead will be easier and I will find my niche at XYZ. It's just hard for me to stop thinking what if...
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