[amanda6035]

Oh man.....Preference tonight...Excited and terrified at the same time. We're probably going to have 2 parties, as we've done all week, and I know who I'm going to be preffing. One of the girls is my "rush crush" - I know we aint 'spossed to use that word, but anyway - and I'm not too worried about her. I'm still working on my preference letter and/or note cards so that i can remember to say everythign i want to tell her. The other girl I've been informed that I'll be preffing...I dunno, I'm nervous about her. I havent talked to her that much. I had her last night, and she was sick, but she was....weird. Almost rude. I personally did not have a good feeling about her. But I guess this is where the whole "trust you sisters" thing comes into play cause everyone else who has talked to her likes her and said "she was probably just in a funk cause she was sick..." but I dont know if I have what it takes to pref her. Sick or not, I almost sensed a personality clash. She wouldnt talk, she didnt have any questions, she was not very responsive to me....and I'm supposed to pref her because supposedly I have what it takes to make her jump to our side of the fence rather than going with the other group.

My advisor and pres are expecting a miracle outta me....

I'm just extremely nervous. Preffing terrrrrrrifies me. I'm not worried about my rush crush, but at the same time, I want to give her goosebumps and just reinforce that this is right and this is where she needs to be. This other girl...I dunno. I just hope she is feeling better and is a hella lot more responsive to me today than she was yesterday. I hope I can get my thoughts out and what i need to say and what experiences I need to tell her about and that i can hold her attention...

Good lord, and I have another year of this...well, almost 2 down, and only 1 more to go.

And let me just say that our alumni rock, and they are so supportive and we love them. And what's even better is one of them is gonna be playing the harp for us again this year! (For you auburn folks, its bevlynn and she ROCKS! I love my financial advisor!)

WAHHH!!! Butterflies! This is gonna be good..reiterating my first post....Iota Theta needs some feel good vibes right now. Thanks for y'alls support and encouragement.