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I feel awfully nervous all of a sudden. Things are now mostly out of my hands, and I hate feeling out of control of something that has become such an important project to me. It's my baby right now ya know? I'm also nervous because Mary from Gamma Phi is going to be extremely involved in this, and I can't help but be worried that she doesn't want this to happen and thus will not be of assistance. I'm getting paranoid and worrying that she's going to sabatoge it or something. I honestly can't imagine why an organization wouldn't want to come to campus. Well, I guess I can. Our statistics are great- lots of interested people but not many available spaces. But my school's reputation regarding Greek matters is less than welcoming. Apparently, up until something like ten years ago, UCSC sent letters out to all of the national frats and sororites expressing their complete lack of interest in allowing colonization- ie they basically told them to stay away! But I think this will work out well. I hope I hope I hope!!! Thanks for listening to me vent everyone!
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