|
So many of you have written to tell ask me if I realize what an amazing person I am. To all of you, I pose the same question. I absolutely could not have done this without each and every one of you who has written here and encouraged me. When I began writing here I was so full of excitement and hope; I couldn't see anything beyond Gamma Phi in my future. And at that point when I realized that this wasn't going to happen for me, I was crushed beyond all belief. When I expressed all of these feelings to everyone here, I received nothing but support. Not only were you there to cheer me on when I was doing well, but you also were there to help pick me up when I was completely down. I expect that much from my friends, but not from perfect strangers. For you to offer that without even really knowing me means more than I can ever express. Now I'm at a new stage in my life, one that is scary and full of unknowns. But it's also a stage that's going to be on my terms, and one that I can use to make me happy and to make everyone else involved happy. With all of your support, friendly words, and encouragement, I have faith that I can do this. My self esteem was at a horrible low when I got cut from Gamma Phi, and I never would have comprehended that I could do anything like this. Hearing these words over and over on this forum have helped me to start to believe all of it. I don't think I'm really going to believe that any of this is happening until it actually does! Again, I want to thank everyone. Now, enough of the sentiment for now. As much as I'm hoping for DG, I'm hoping just as much for any organization. I strongly feel that things work out like they're supposed to, and I'm sure this will be the case also. I'm going to find a home among the sisters who are right for me. Thanks for the advice!
|