[lil_sunshine]

I have a boyfriend, but he and I aren't serious. Maybe because I know that he's not a permanent fixture in my life or my heart, and I know that I want to be with my best friend in Philly. The day of the tragedy, my best friend emailed me to see if I was okay. I'm happier now that I have his phone number so that I could call him. I don't call him that often, but I try to call often enough so that I don't become a pain in the butt. My relationship with my boy- friend is cool, but I don't think we have anything in common and it's just a matter of convenience for the both of us. I'm not going to break up with him until I visit my best friend and see how everything works itself out.