Hi longhrn cutie--
From one PNM to another...i would say "go for it"! I also don't have a lot of self-esteem (its something i'm working on as well), but that shouldn't be something to hold you back. I know that if I went to UT (and i almost did) I would have been intimidated also. I'm an extremely shy person, but going through Rush last year opened my eyes. There are always people that you'll feel comfortable with (if i found it in a really small greek community you'll DEFINITELY find it at UT) and you'll gravitate more to them.
Like dzandiloo said...you should try Rush, if it doesn't work out, then at least you can say you tried it. You dont want to NOT rush, then next year kick yourself. I know that even now I have days where I keep thinking "I DONT want to rush" but i know that if I dont, i would be kicking myself for the rest of my life.
Of course, you are the only one that can make the ultimate decision, but I would strongly encourage you to continue. What do you have to lose? If after the Rush week you really think you DON'T want to be in a sorority, then you don' t have to....who knows you can continue to think i dont want to be in a sorority, and then all of a sudden BAM! you'll find the perfect sorority (it happened to a few girls last year at rush).
Take care if u ever want to talk...go ahead an PM me! lol
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