[honeychile]

On a campus that small, with a Greek population that small, the chances are good that you will, unfortunately, be remembered. This is going to be a character-building exercise for you, but I would grab the bull by the horns and say something such as, "Yes, I rushed last year. I was a naive, silly freshman, and I wish I could take the entire term back."

One of the most valuable lessons in life that many, many people never learn is how to admit that you were wrong gracefully.

The fact that you came here to ask questions makes me think that you DO have the character it takes - but please bear in mind that part of that character-building can be getting rejected.

I wish you all the best, whether you decide to rush or not!