"I have to ask WHY you want to be greek? Why is it important to you?" -KDDani
II don't mind answering your (rhetorical) question. I want to be in a sorority because of the sisterhood that I never had (I had a sister that is 14 yrs older, so you can see it was pretty much my mom and I), the tutoring and grades aspect (I want to earn above a 3.0 before the end of this year), the networking opportunities that will be gained in the future, and the friendships that last past college (in HS I never stayed at a school for longer than about two years, so I never really kept friends).
But I do agree with you on maybe I have too many time commitments, but my job is the type that can be altered to my changing schedule. So that is no problem. But I understand you saying they probably would not choose me again, and added to that the inherent fakeness I had last year. But not to whip a dead horse, would recommendations be any different? I mainly wanted to try again because every aspect of me has changed in so many ways, but I did not know if recruitment was the way to go. Especially since out of all the sororities one stands out (to me).
Now I am not confused, I just don't know what to do, next year I (might be) transferring to a larger school (that is not in the south).
I think I am considering raising my grades more, and just taking the time to see if in the Spring I still want to do it. hate to be indecisive, but I really don't know.
Thank You for the kind replies
