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I'm not going to post how I really feel because I know it's not a popular opinion on GC and I don't really feel like having this same debate again -- but what I will say is that I know a girl who was in a similar situation as you are in. If I had known her before she had made the choice to double-initiate, I would have told her not to do it. Since I did not find out until after she had initiated into the second group, and I realized how much good it did for her, I absolutely supported her decision. Ultimately, some arbitrary NPC rule is not worth making yourself unhappy.
Of course, the same rule also goes in reverse -- breaking some NPC rule is not worth making yourself unhappy, and you have to realize that you are taking the risk that your secret may someday escape and you might lose membership in one or both organizations. Just keep in mind that if you decide to initiate into the second organization, you ARE taking a risk. And with so many of your sisters knowing your secret, it definitely has the chance to get out.
ps: haha, I just read the last post so most of this advice is pointless, but maybe it'll help somebody else out there who is struggling with the same issue. I think your head is in the right place here, though.
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