[christiangirl]

LOL, GUYS!!! Come on, you guys are too much, I'm serious! I don't know, I want to just sever ties altogether, but...*deep sigh* it's difficult. When we were together, he was REALLY depressed (wish I'd known that beforehand) and he said a lot to imply that he'd hurt himself if we broke up (What the hell else could, "I refuse to go on living without you" mean?!). It was a lot of drama, talking to the pastor before I broke up with him, to make sure someone could look out for him. Now, with his grandmother gone, he's 10x worse. He can get really scary if I let this go on too long, but I don't know how to break this off without him snapping. Whatever I do, I need to do it fast. I can't lie to him, too many people at church are in my business, somebody would blurt out the truth to him.