[ms_gwyn]

Thank you SF Hopefully


but I was this close before with another group, I had a potential date, etc, but I needed a "sign off" and that fell through very quicly and all avenues that lead to that group, were cut off instantly.

So until paperwork is signed, inter/national dues are paid (check is cashed), badge order is placed, I really will not be revealing anything, nor getting to excited.

Make no mistake, this group is in my heart and has been for quiet a while, I would be devastated if everything fell apart. I have a good friend who is pushing her group (if things fall through, but that really isn't in my mind and would be a while before I would even entertain the idea) they are a dream org for me.

But hey I am very positive about this experience and I KNOW in my heart that it will happen (please, let it happen).

I do have doubts now and again.

I told you guys in the beginning I am a brutally honest person...

gwyn