I just think it's sad. I feel like my Pledge Sisters are the most important part of my process right now. (Keep in mind, I am not attempting to join a BGLO, so my level of discretion is slightly different) I just couldn't imagine sharing all these special moments with women I hate. I don't LOVE everyone on my line. There is tension. But we work through it and we would NEVER EVER expose any negativity to ANYONE outside of our group. Ya know, it's like family. If I am fighting with my brother, I am not going to do it infront of company - make sense? That's just my take. I know I'll have a bond with my line sisters for the rest of my life that will be distinct from the amazing bond I'll eventually share (I hope & pray) with the actives that are educating us right now. It won't be any more or less, just different in its own right. If we are blessed enough to cross, I look forward to sharing many "birthdays" with these women. I am so sorry you are missing out on this experience. I'd wait for another line. Good luck.
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