[christiangirl]

I hear ya. It's really hard, almost scary, when something you've wanted sooooo bad for sooooo long rests in the hands of others who don't know you from a hole in the wall. There's only so much you can do, getting to know people without being pushy, pumping yourself up while being humble, etc. Especially when you don't stand out much as it is. It's really nice to see all these encouraging words in here. I know this post was made for y'all to reminisce, but I think we're getting even more out of it because it means so much to hear somebody wants us to keep going when the next interest is hoping we'll get out her way:-). I really love this board, even if I mostly read and not post, I get a lot from it. Not just info, but usually just a good laugh or a warm fuzzy when I need it. Thanks ladies, y'all sure know how to keep hope alive, lol.