I thought this is what you meant when I first read it. Thank you for posting this because I have been thinking about this lately and realize why I am not satisfied. I was pretty much headed in the direction of my fantasy and actually succeeding, but then those "goals" that I wanted took priority over my fantasy. I got married and had babies and that killed the fantasy! But lately I have thought about this. I had been pondering your question for some time and this has made me decide to pursue the fantasy.
Thank You!!
