Hey wishinhopin,
good luck with everything, although things are going well with your crush, I am sure things will pick up and look brighter. As for rush and all , have fun, don't worry as much. I think as long as you meet people and have fun you still are the winner no matter what the turn out is. I know it's easier said then done, but remeber you have a lot of support from all of us GCers.
So hang in there and I am sure things will go great
Wishing you the best of luck and happiness
DGPhoney~