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I've gone thru cycles. First I wanted kids... then I didn't... then I did... now I don't want to HAVE them. As in physically have them. But I may adopt at least one child. Childbirth and the 9 months thing just doesn't seem like something I could tolerate health wise.
I also have this weird fear that since I didn't get to do all this cool stuff when I was a young kid that I wish I could do now (like dance, be better at sports, etc.) I would try to live vicariously through my future children. And I really don't want to be an obsessive stage mom, but that's one of my biggest fears for raising kids.
Perhaps I'll change when I near my 30s... which I'm not near at all.
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