Otw...I'm sorry. Listen, I just don't understand when every effort I make to get along with you, you make a snide remark to/about me. I'm not a problem, and justamom, I really do appreciate your kindness, it actually makes me miss my mom. She's my best friend, and I work and go to school so much that I hardly see her because She's always at work too. Mom's are amazing people with such positive things to say. I have been stressed lately, and I seem to be scolded for it. 1- This horrible wtc event...2-Starting a brand new school in a brand new city with brand new people I've never met before now...3-I'm madly in love with a man who's too busy for me. THAT's why we broke up. His future is uncertain and he doesn't want me along for the bumpy ride. He wants to protect me. I worry about him...he's in the reserves and also in the police academy. If he get's called out, who knows where or when or if our future might be. 4- my mom's having surgury thursday. 5- I work two jobs plus go to school full time and I have to pay for everything (car, insu, phone) all myself. Yeah, I'm stressed and I break pretty easily. But...yesterday when I was extended my bid was the happiest I've been in two weeks. I was never depressed but it was just all so emotionally draining.
I've apologized a million times for the profanity and I've apologized for whatever I evidently did wrong to upset Carnation and OTW. All I ask for is to stop the premature judgments and bashing not only on these public forums, but in private. I have the feeling you ALL know what it's like to be stressed. Wouldn't you want support rather than always being torn down?
Get to know me, OTW...and Carnation.
You might actually like me.
Those that have gotten to know me have shown their support through these posts.
zetaace..thanks for merging the two posts.
All in good fun and cheer,
Jessica