Now is definitely the time to pamper yourself a bit. Get a massage (Ahem, a proffessional one, unless the boy is really good with his hands
), and go do whatever else makes you feel good. I know when I am not working out I feel out of sorts and out of place . . .
As far as graduating in December, make your resume, put it out, visit career center, and then forget about it and have fun. Who even knows if December will even come? That is four long months away . . .
You might get a glamorous job offer for 100k a year, or the world might end . . . or the horse might learn how to sing (famous speakers story). December will take care of itself. Just remember that you are special and deserve (as well as owe it to yourself) to be as happy as possible, and enjoy every moment in the now (a tough trick).
I know intimately what it is like to be the confidant and advisor for everyone's problems. People expect you be like a rock and wouldn't know what to do if you opened up to them and showed yourself to be mortal. I listen to many and talk to no one.
You should take advantage of the Web, everyone here will support you and patiently listen to anything you desire to share.
Take care,
James