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I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad right now. Don't get too down on yourself, though, because everybody is allowed to have a little breakdown now and then. Tell your friends that you need them to be there for you right now, and I'm sure they will listen.
As for graduating in December, OF COURSE you are afraid and anxious. You will be taking a big step. I remember being absolutely terrified when I was about to graduate from college. It is scary, and your life is going to change. You know what, though? You will be fine. You will do what you need to do and you will be fine. If you are afraid of facing the world after graduation, start thinking (if you haven't) about what you want to do and where you want to be, and plan how you can make it happen.
Don't beat yourself up for having a drunk/crying night. Understand that it is what you needed last night, you have gotten it out of your system and you are ready to move on now. Good for you, too for doing things like going to church and working out that will make you feel better. A good workout can solve a multitude of problems. And remember that we're all here for you!!
That reminds me -- I must go to the gym now!!
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