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Oh wow sweetie - you have a lot on your plate right now - especially with graduating in December!! That is enough to make you emotionally messy right there. But honestly, it isn't "the end" of all you enjoyed in college - you can come back and visit and you will appreciate it even more when you do.
I know what you mean about going out just to go out - I got into that too - like if I didn't go I felt like everybody would be like "what's wrong w/ 33, she isn't out?" (Now I see how self-involved that was, like anyone gave a crap!) And BOY do I know what it is like to be the one who has to be strong for everyone else. It's an honor in a way that everyone feels they can turn to you, but once in a while you just need to vent your own probs.
Go to church if it makes you feel better and don't just work out in the gym - take a long walk or two by yourself to find things in your college town you might never have noticed or had time for till now. Just try to enjoy the rest of your student time and eventually everything will work out.
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