An update on everything, so yesterday at the softball game against Delta Chi (which I must admit, we demolished them so much that we got a mercy win against them), my Kappa took me aside and addressed the letter I sent him and pretty much got everything off my chest as did he and it went really well!
So, I'll be definately here for next year.. the brothers were really impressed I showed up Tuesday for the softball game (after the vote and everything took place) so, all is good.
Thanks for everyone's advice!
Jeff