Thank you for sharing this. I hope that you are receiving all the help and support you can find, Luv Me. I didn't realize how widespread this problem is. I never knew about it until recently. Two of my students are cutters. And now I think a close friend of mine was and still may be a cutter but won't admit it. The thing that they have in common is that they are very hurt and angry inside but are very gentle people who would never lash out and hurt anybody. Instead, they turn it on themselves.