Jeff, I can only echo what Brothers like LXAAlum and lifesaver have passed on to you.
It is a plus to You that the Zeta is holding you over and not just dismissing you.
There may be many things that We as Cyber Brothers are not aware of and only You know. But, do not give up the ghost. Just prove to them that You will be a Brother that all of us think you can be and will be.
There are many out in LXA Dom who have been there before and have become great Brothers. Remember, with Our Associate Membership, you can still participate in what the Chapter does.
I was one of the lucky ones when I was kicked out of SX as a Pledge, and the rest is History.