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HC ((((evaclear04))))?
HC I know where you're coming from? HC I watched my grandmother suffer the last 10 months of her life in the hospital...literally never being discharged? HC the day she died was the longest and most painful day of my life? HC it hurt even more to watch my grandfather grieve? HC they had been married 53 years? HC after her death, my grandfather received a bill of over 500K for her hospital stay? HC he knew he wouldn't be able to ever pay it off and in addition to grieving, was stressed about this bill? HC when my grandfather called the hospital to make the arrangements the administrator said my grandmother was an inspiration to the staff? HC he said that everyone at the hospital grew to know and love my grandmother? HC they also told us we should realize how much my grandmother loved us, because she should have died when she got there? HC God knew I and my family likely couldn't have bared her sudden death so he allowed us time to prepare? HC we all know God doesn't put more on us that we can bare? HC the hospital said "NO CHARGE" and wiped the slate clean? HC I can almost cry just thinking about it? HC I just had a baby and see my grandmother in him EVERYDAY?! HC I say all of that to say God knows your pain and has ways of bringing you comfort...just lean on HIM? HC I know it's cliche' but earth TRULY has no sorrow that heaven can not heal? HC you should spend your mom's birthday WITH her...in your thoughts and in your heart? HC I'm interceding for you in prayer as we speak? HC make sure you also pray to HIM and ask him to supply you with all you need to make it through this time? HC to borrow a phrase from "Liquid Prayer" by Natalie Wilson and SOP Chorale - "Hold On...know that everytime you cry HE'S healing you inside"? |
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HC what a testimony? |
HC I truly thank all of you for your post.
HC Everytime I look at both my boys I know I am looking at her. My mother was all i had for a long time. It had been only me and her for all my life. After her divorce she never once dated...because being a strong mother and women example for me was more important to her. My mother was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma July 04'. She had no clue. She was never sick and always on the go. All of sudden she started having shoulder pains and then couldn't move it at all. When they performed an MRI she had cancer everywhere. They rushed her to Moffit Cancer Center (and excellent hospital) and she was there for a month. When they first admitted her they couldn't even believe that she was walking...the calcium in her blood was so high that her heart should have stopped. She was only 56 and spent her birthday undergoing a Bone Marrow transplant. She had more faith than I could ever imagine. Because even in the midst of it all she never doubted or questioned HIM. She battled this thing for two weeks shy of a year. She was actually considered in remission two weeks before she passed away. We just knew she had beaten it. And then before we knew ....we were right back where we started...and they told us that nothing this time would work. It had gotten too strong. Even then she didn't cry or get mad. She just wanted everyone to know how much I had given up for her. That i had lost my job trying to make sure she got to her appointments. After that she used what energy she had to sit down and talked about her wishes. I feel so bad because I was so blind to it. I was too busy trying to keep her spirits up and be strong in front of everybody that i didn't even let it sink in... I am so sorry for rambling...I just have so much on my heart. I look in the mirrow and i see her in....and that hurts. HC I just wish she would call me just to make sure i got home ok and that i had a good day at work. Or just to talk to my babies. Or just to tell me not to worry....because He knows what's around the corner. |
HC Evaclear I went through the same thing when my grandmother died. Wanting to call her or have her call me. So I'm here for you.
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HC you have my deepest condolences?
HC i understand what it is like to lose a parent BUT it is never the same as loosing your mother? HC remember Hebrews 13:5, II Timothy 1:7 & Phillipians 4:19? HC we are all here for you if you need us? HC >>>>HUGS TO YOU<<<<< ? |
HC ((((((((((Sistagreek Evaclear04)))))))))))
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HC Soror, I haven't lost a parent, and I can't imagine what you're going through, but know that prayers are going out for you?
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HC know that I feel you? HC I understand the mirror thing? HC it's hard going home because I "scare" people? HC they just stare and finally say, "I'm sorry, but you look JUST like Dolores?" HC it makes me want to cry? :( HC sometimes I just want to talk to my mommy or get a hug from her or something? HC ANYTHING? HC it's been almost 13 years? HC I'm crying as I type because it STILL hurts? :( HC I will keep you in my prayers, Soror? HC, nikki1920, I will do the same for you? |
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HC I'm tearing up when I read Soror Ideal's post? HC I'm glad that G. (MamaTrap) is still with me, but she's nearing 80 years old and I have to be realistic about the fact that she will be leaving us soon? HC I lost my Dad nearly 10 years ago and it hurts every day, but I can't fathom what's going to happen when MamaTrap goes? :( |
hc i am an email away....
hc ((((((nikki1920)))), this too shall pass
hc ((((((((evaclear))), my heart breaks for you hc i understand your feelings. hc god is always ever present hc although your loved ones are gone, they will always be around protecting you hc evaclear you will have wonderful stories to share with your babies hc congratulations, god is in the blessing business hc i am your shadow; i sit here in bed miserable hc i was hoping to not be on bedrest hc ima get over myself cuz there shouldnt be a pity party hc evaclear and nikki, i am just an e-mail away hc take time to heal hc i love you both. Quote:
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HC ((((HC posters))))
HC I coudn't remember all ya'lls names? lol HC your words are a great comfort to me? HC when I get down about life, Yolanda Adams' song "Victory" gets me through? |
HC I am on the verge of tears myself?
HC if my co-workers walk in my office right now and see me crying they are going to seriously commit me? HC ((((((((to all)))). HC His arms are always around you to comfort and protect? HC I am so glad that HE is there to comfort and protect? HC I give continual praise in all I do and have -in my ups and downs? HC He comforts us and blesses us more when we praise His name in spite of our present circumstance? HC I know that things are tough right now - but He will give you comfort in the midst of this storm? HC I am praying that HE grant your peace and strength thru this trying time? HC I pray right now in His Son's name that HE bless you withthe sprirt of comfort and understanding? HC it is so sweet to know that in spite of the wrong we do and despite our grief and saddness - His love is the most comforting. HC I have never met you all, but love you dearly? HC I am so filled with joy because I know that He has the power to make EVERYTHING allright!! HC HC HC!!!! |
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HC my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer in early 2002? HC she died in September 2002? HC I still wake up some days and think that I'm going to call her to see how she's doing? HC I still expect to hear her voice when I get together with the family? HC it seems so unfair that she is gone and I'm here without her words of support and encouragement? HC she was my inspiration for becoming a Soror? HC I cry every time we sing the hymn because it reminds me of her? HC my aunts and mom all remind me of her, their looks, voices, everything? HC I know that the Lord has a plan for all of us? HC I know that the Lord is always here and he knows how to make us all deal with the sadness of loss? HC just lean on the Lord? |
HC ((((((((((((( GC Sorors & Sisterfriends ))))))))))))))
thank you for your support....I know she is still with me and blessing me w/ encouraging people. |
HC I had to go to the Urgent Care Clinic last night?
HC I didn't leave there until almost 2 and my appointment was at 11:10 pm? :mad: HC the dr was all sniffly and sick looking? HC he saw I had *ATTITUDE* as soon as he opened the door? HC I was all ready to give him that attitude, then he said, "My name is Dr. Sheppard.." and I bout LOST it and laughed in his face? HC he was a brother, too! HC that reminded me of Gyrl7, did she ever get with her Mama's dr? |
HC I signed up for so much overtime?
HC I'm working like a Hebrew slave?:( (don't know if I said this b4or not...) HC I can surf the net on my breaks & lunch (legally), but GC is FIREWALLED? :mad: |
HC Conskeeted7?
HC evaclear04? HC I will keep both of you in my prayers? HC I'm crying too? HC :( ? HC HE will give us all strength? HC :( again ? |
HC a majority of non-minorities feel that they are ENTITLED to EVERYTHING?
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HC whoever can answer that is my new best friend! HC evaclear04 and conskeeted7 try to take things one day at a time HC that's what got me through my hard times HC just a suggestion |
HC another perp has just been busted in GC?
HC folks just don't know any better these days? |
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HC If it keeps getting worse I'm going to end up not coming to GC that much anymore. :mad: |
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HC I missed all the fun today? HC I took the day off work (and from GC)? |
HC I went to a meeting of a historically significant national organization all excited to contribute to the cause?
HC I volunteered to take notes cause no one else would? HC an old brotha dissed a younger brother and the younga brotha humbled himself? HC the older brotha wouldn't let up and they were saying the same thing? HC the sista running the meeting got mad when I made a suggestion contrary to hers and the other members agreed with me ? HC she said "well if you're not a member you're not supposed to participate in the meeting"? HC it was ok for me to take notes but not voice a different opinion? HC when are we gonna wake up? HC? |
HC I haven't posted in forever
HC I am so stressed about school HC no one believes in my abilities HC I just found out this evil wolf in sheeps' clothing is sabatoging me HC she is telling people that i am not committed and I am not getting the job done HC she's talkin' out the side of her neck b/c she knows jack about me HC i'm was so furious i couldn't sleep last night HC this semester is really going to suck!!! :mad: |
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HC my little 8 yr old cousin came to visit me today HC she is the daughter of my cousin & her husband who died in the Chalks crash last month HC when I saw her I wanted to stare at her too & cry HC she looks JUST like my cousin HC I really miss my cousin HC I wish I could have said good bye HC you all are in my prayers |
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The "African-American Literature" section at Borders makes me feel thoroughly embarrassed. That is the deal with the half-naked, baby momma drama, criminal this, video chickenhead that, ignorant book titles? What the heck is this so called section? Porn? HC this crap/smut is called, "African-American Literature? HC I am not sure to reach for a bucket or burst into tears looking at this mess? :( :mad: :eek: |
HC President Bush's State of the Union Address was Laugh out Loud funny...:mad: ?
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HC this chick tried to talk about Bush and the black vote to me today?
HC she was very young and of the "other" persuasion? HC why even start that type of conversation at work? HC you might get embarrassed? HC she "just didn't understand" why if the amount of "AA" int he military increased, and the majority of the military votes were for Bush, yet he has cut "almost every program to AA's"... HC she was trying to call us "dumb" on the sly? HC I shut her down with "I don't trust any information concerning Bush and the amount of votes that he received". HC she is just pure TPT? :mad: :rolleyes: |
HC I don't know what's about to be on?
HC can someone enlighten me? |
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HC if I can find it, I'll post it here on GC? HC Zane can sell 2 million books a year? HC I dislike about street lit, but do eat up AfAm chick lit with upscale characters (think Girlfriends/SATC types?) HC I appreciate a literary read, but sometimes just need some escapism?:o |
HC Bush
HC Bush is a joke?
HC I had too much fun watching the Impeach Bush special on Cspan2 before the official address? |
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HC I told her that I couldn't find any African-American books I can relate to lately and she felt the same way? HC there are only a few African-American authors that we still read? HC she's never read Zane or EJD? HC I've been mostly reading true crime and non-fiction lately? HC May needs to hurry up and come so I can get E. Lynn's new book?:D |
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HC I have been home for four hours and have not done a darn thing?
HC I tried to go to the supermarket earlier? HC I've been a beast lately and really wanted some milk and some cooooooookies? HC I only had three items in my hand but stayed at the supermarket for 45 min? HC there were like 500 people on line in front of me? HC they it seemed like they all had at least seven cases of soda in their carts? HC it was at that moment that I realized it was the first of the month!?!?:mad: HC then I came home and ate my milk and my coooooookies? HC I've been reading the "Pikes come to Howard" thread ever since? HC yall are so funny??:p okay that is all... im gonna go study for real now;) |
HC people are just so indifferent to everything that we have to go through?
HC why?! HC:mad: |
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HC there are always folks who don't get it and it's not my job to educate them? |
HC I agree?
HC you are right? HC it's not my job to school individuals that don't have the desire nor the reasoning to learn right from wrong? HC le sigh? |
HC it's so sad that some people don't realize how ignorant they are?
HC they are ignorant to their ignorance? HC in the end, the acceptance you are seeking won't be there? HC maybe I'm the ignorant one? HC that's a scary thought? HC you gotta be introspective, though? HC maybe I'm ignorant to the goings-on of the youngins?;) HC, theoretically, they could be sittin' up talkin' about how ignorant we are? HC who's to say who's right and who's wrong? HC I AM? HC and I say they some ignorant ASAS? HC twisted rhetoric is NOT a sign of intelligence? HC folk are just trashy and not classy? :confused: HC don't you WANNABE classy? HC *smh*? HC can you feel a brand new day? :( |
HC most things in life are like double dutch. You dont just jump in, you watch first, if it is your speed, then you jump in.
HC you learn something new everyday. |
HC I want to share my website with you? :o
HC it is www.SimplyHarmony.com? HC I hope you like it? :) |
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