I would have gotten fired. :eek: LOL I did not really realize all that had transpired until we hung up. And she's a nurse too. I remember her name and state if I am ever sick there, I do not want her touching me. **vomit**

Dear Self:

I wanted to let you know that you are equipped with greatness. I know sometimes things get rough, but thank God for being your strength. So, next time you get upset, sad, mad or distressed "LOOK TO THE HILLS FROM WHENCE COMETH YOUR HELP BECAUSE YOUR HELP COMES FROM THE LORD".

Love,

Me

Mommy -

It's been four months today since you were called home. I miss you SO much man, but I know in your own little way you are still here with me guiding me and CJ through life. I hear your voice so clearly when I'm having a tough time at work. You always told me to "just put it in God's hands...and let it go". I'm trying mommy. :)

Love You,


Your baby girl

Dear Members of the Colored Coalition:

PLEASE stop wearing denim to awards shows! It seriously pisses me off. Save the jeans for the after party.

"Colored Coalition". I love it. :D

To DA: Sorry about not calling lately. And you're right, I should have asked you if what I heard was true instead of cutting you off. But I was too scared to tell you that the info I got was from your mother via my best friend's mom. Now I feel that I kind of blew it. I really feel bad about it.:( I hope to see you soon so we can talk more.

To Roger Lodge and the folks at Blind Date: Why in the devil ya'll decided to change the show after all of these years? What made the show interesting was that people who didn't know each other try to have fun on a date! Please don't tell me ya'll are getting ready to jump the shark!?

To my current job: I don't like you AT ALL. We will be separating soon (hopefully).

To my future job: Where are you? I hope to find you soon and enjoy you. Hopefully you will pay enough money so I can pay all of my bills and get a place of my own and have some nice benefits.

To Granddaddy: I miss you so much. But I'll know I'll see you again. We'll take care of Grandma, so don't worry about her. But you're probably seeing all of that. I hope you are proud of me and the rest of us. I love you.

Dear_____ISD,

If the Texas Education Agency said WE DO NOT HAVE TO MAKE UP the days from Hurrican Rita WTH are you doing saying we need those days anyways,and we will make them up. I got news for you TAKS scores will not improve because the kids are there two extra days. Please check yourself! If I could knock the holy you know what out of whoever made that decision I would just kick them in the neck!

Dear:

God: Thank you for being my Beginning and End. You know me because You created me. I trust You and love You. I still continue to LOOK TOWARDS THE HILLS FROM WHENCE COMETH MY HELP, MY HELPS COMES FROM YOU. Thank You for allowing me to grow and for every experience working together for my good.

Ex: I am so happy you came into my life. You have pushed me to where God wants me to be. HALLELUJAH!!! Oh yeah, I thank God for deliverance from our 4 1/2 year relationship. So, this means if I see you and your family I will be cordial and speak with no bitterness or grief just God's love.

Direct Loans: Thank you for being so kind and helping me pay for my education. Now can you tell me how to get most of my loan forgiven? I said most meaning 95%.

Love Always,

Me

To Raheem Devaughn: I really like your cd.

To DBS: I'm glad that you are coming to visit me this weekend. It will do you good to get away for a minute. I don't think that our times were meant to match. :(

To DSH: I'm so thankful that you are understanding about a male friend of your girlfriend. I hope that I won't have to eat that statement after Monday, but we'll see.

TO J&R Music World: I was most upset to find that you were closed for Rosh Hashanna, but I understood. I was looking forward to purchasing Dwele's new CD on Tuesday. With that being said, I'm coming over there during my lunch break and y'all better have his CD ON SALE!!!! :mad:

Dear FBT,

I sent you a PM last night. Can you read it please? I mean dang. COW! :p

Dear CRS,
I just read the PM.
Wow!!! :eek:
P.S. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

To Dwele: Thank you for creating another slamming azz CD!!! :D :D :D

To my current job: Two weeks ago I said I didn't like you. I was being nice. *channeling Kelis* I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!:mad: :mad:

To my future job: Hurry up and come!!!!

To DA: Two weeks ago I said I hope we can talk soon. Right now I don't care. Take all of your "female friends" with you since I know now I won't be the only one in the picutre. Especially the one you took to your cruise (the one I thought was living with you).

To EW: Just when I think you're totally out of my life, you're back in it. It's good to talk to you and see you again but I'm so confused.:confused: I can't forget all the stuff we went through (the good and the bad, and there were some bad) and how much you were/are a part of my life. You said that the main reason that you did not want to pursue a full-blown relationship was because you wanted to get in to law school/studying while in law school. You'll be getting out in May, so what's next? I still want to see what else is out there (like I've done a great job with men since you've been gone:rolleyes: ), but I still want to maintain a friendship with you. Would that be fine? I hope so. I guess I still need you in my life right now. And I am so sorry about the way I acted when your grandma died. Now that the tables have turned I wouldn't want anyone to act the same way with me.

To Kanye: Saturday will mark one year and two weeks since I saw you last. At the Bi-Lo Center, I will be sitting at Section 111, Row C, Seat 15. Holla at a sista!!!!:D :D

Signed, JB13

To Omarion: You know, sometimes when you're famous, you're surrounded by a whole bunch of "yes-men" - basically people who will kiss your butt and tell you whatever it is you want to hear. So I know this may be hard for you to swallow, but seriously........for real.......THE BABY HAIR HAS GOT TO GO!

To Erica,

I cannot believe you are 6-years-old today. You are handling the kindergarden thing in a major way, girl!

Love, Daddy.

p.s. ...tell the kindergarden boys that your daddy is not having it. So if they want to see the 1st grade, step off.