* Being generally pissed off at ppl at school
* Can't get ahold of my bf due to phone probs :( :(
* have to baby-sit my 2 year old neice today who is cute, yet a terror just like her aunt..heh.


But..on the good side..I'm getting trashed off my ass tonight *yea* :D and the last time I drank-drank was back in May..I deserve this..lol :)

University politics & backstabbing administrators

I don't get to go home for T-giving b/c my first final is scheduled for the Tuesday after (and home is 5 hours away--can't even afford to skip those 10 hours in the car b/c I need to study)

I still don't have a job lined up and I will graduate in May...(doesn't sound like a big deal, but it is).

went to a party to nite... had a crappy time...

miss my whatever boy... and hate that i am sleeping alone....

It's 2:30AM and I'm about half done with homework.. Why am I here?

its cool baby, i'll come over and sleep with you...lol
:D

As a pal of mine says, God hates, so I hate him back!!!!

Well, when he says that I take a few steps back so dont get struck with the same bolt of lightning!:)

Working 11 hr. days and 6 days a week!

Got home lsst night fixed fast leftovers and as was taking the dishes upstairs, teh door bell ran.

Opened it and there was my ass that finally caught up to me!:eek:

It's not fair that on a day when my abs are sore you have to say something like that and make me laugh like I did--it hurt!

I have 3 papers due in the next 2 weeks, 2 major tests, a piano performance to prepare and I'm sick w/ upper respiratory crud. Not to mention the fact that my family is breaking up and I might have cancer. And my friends wonder why I look like hell all the time....:eek:

wow I hope things get better for you... that definitely takes the cake for being unfair :(

Thanks aprilxo. I have to say that in spite of everything, I'm so glad to be alive. Even in the shape I'm in right now. You have to look for the little things to be grateful for, or you will go crazy with self pity. If school is pissing you off, just be grateful that you can afford school and that you have the mental capability to get through college. If your kids/family are pissing you off, then be grateful that you have people there. Lots of people don't. So have a great week everyone!!
Heather

That is SO true and an attitude I try to have! (even though I do rant on occasion :)) But it definitely gives things perspective; that was rather good advice everybody should take to heart!

Keep it up Heather.. I'm pullin for ya :)

~april

Had to sit through elections for 11 hours and 47 minutes today!

Even then I didn't win in my bid for Philanthropy Chair!
Loser of Presidential election slated only down to Philanthropy...even though he would have more than likely gotten whatever position he ran for.

I had way better ideas!

Had he ran for VP (like everyone thought he was going to) would have totally changed the composure of Exec!




Anger forces me to write like Tom Earp (sans typographical errors) ;)

Re: When life isn't fair...
 

*giggle* I get the same thing april. I usually just say... well it works fine on my computer... it's just yours. YOU fix it. :D

Alright for the rest of my list:

Maybe you all can help me with this one... but it still fits into the category of life isn't fair: I met the man of my dreams in August and we dated for about a month. Things were fabulous. Same interests, same major in school, same 'career' in mind, talented, HOT, guy. In September, when I thought things were going to get serious, he tells me he is dating someone else. So here is November and I still haven't heard him mention this supposed other girl's name, let alone that he is dating someone. So I don't know whether to pursue and ask, or just admire from afar and wait for my next soulmate to come along. *sigh* :rolleyes:

Other things: I have been sick 5 times in the past 2 months. I was breaking out in hives for a while but i think that finally stopped.

I really need to go home to the bay area for thanksgiving. however, my boss in sacramento has told everyone that they are working the day after thanksgiving. there is NO way I am working in sacramento at 6 am the day after thanksgiving when I will be in the bay area on thanksgiving. keep your fingers crossed.

EEK i have my final solo in my voice class on tuesday. it's going to be recorded and critiqued. I hope my voice sticks around long enough and i don't get sick again!

I have more... but that's all i will complain about today.

What's not fair?
 

Well, it's not fair that my boyfriend lost his wife and child in a car accident a few years ago. It's not fair that his family is giving him a hard time about moving on with his life and being involved with me. It's not fair that he and I are both totally aware of how quickly someone you love can be taken away from you, and as a result we now freak out if the other one is late for a date or something. :(

It's not fair that my best friend is six months' pregnant and may lose her job because her boss is a jerk and doesn't want to give her maternity leave.

And on a much lighter note, it's not fair that my credit cards are maxed out just when I find a beautiful little cocktail dress that's perfect for the upcoming holiday parties. :mad:

I thought I found the man of my dreams we have been talking since june but it has been on and off because when things start to get serious he freaks out and doesn't talk to me for a couple days or a week.. And then last Tuesday he told me he was falling for me and I still haven't heard from him- it has been a week!!! That really sucks...

My credit cards are maxed out also..

And I have a test tonight in my night class then one at 8:00 in the morning and then 2 pictures due in my photography class on Friday and I still have to go to the lab and develop them..

Shawnda
"What makes a great dancer is not technique. What makes a great dancer is passion"