Then that's a no.

If these were truly close friends, who were willing to stand up and put their credentials on the line for you as a grade risk, they would tell you if you had a chance. The fact that they're being ambiguous just shows that they can't do that. It may not be what they personally want - it may be a dictate from their advisors or HQ that they cannot take on grade risks at this time - but it is what it is. Either that, or you've mistaken the height of esteem these women hold you in - or else they like you as a person, but don't think you would be suitable as a sister. There are plenty of women I liked a lot that I wouldn't have given a bid to if you paid me.

The fact that you dropped out of rush last year because you "didn't get what you want" (even though there were apparently groups who still wanted YOU) doesn't help your case either.

What 33girl said. I am starting to think you are an "over sharer" if so many people know about your situation and you're claiming to be close to so many members. These girls could just be polite.

You also mentioned that a bad outcome will hurt you and your over reactions here support that. Since the odds are greatly stacked against you, I'm going to change my opinion and say I think going through recruitment now is a bad idea. You need to concentrate on your grades.