blondebabe8 |
06-08-2011 12:58 PM |
my first semester i got a 3.0. i had a groups of friends and we hung out all the time. i was happy. had a good roommate too. next semester i realized they werent true friends and had actually been backstabbing me. so this semester i had no friends. i was hoping to make friends with my roommate. she was a very strange girl. she wore all black, had a weird mohawk thing, always brought her girlfriends to the room, blasted loud heavy metal music i didnt like, masturbated every night. just sorry, not the type of girl id make good friends with. never knew anyone else in college and never went out to parties like i had done in my first semester. i had no friends, no life. i couldve went out and made friends but i was too afraid because of my acne. when i had blown out acne like that, i couldnt be myslef. i couldnt have fun and act like i normally would because peoples eyes would always be on my skin and not my eyes. and i felt so ugly. no one is ever in the mood to make friends when they have a diseased looking face. it wasnt a few zits. they were everywhere. huge cysts too. makeup couldnt do anything. a few months back i went on accutane and am clearing up.
the semester when i had a life = 3.0
the semester when i didnt have a life = 1.(something)
my life outside of school effects my grades. end of story. always has been that way. its a direct correlation. i know me. its been that way through high school too.
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